In between worlds (2021 - 2023)

As a boy of six, I move with my parents to a small village with a close-knit community in the countryside. I experience a childhood of playing outside, freedom and adventure, but not carefree. I find it hard to connect in the village. The feeling of not belonging prevails. Difficult family dynamics reinforce the feeling of loneliness. At 17, I move to the city for my studies. I make friends and live more in anonymity. The feeling of loneliness gradually disappears and I seem to forget about village life.

I never thought I would experience it again. After 25 years of city life, I follow my parents' example and move with my family to a small rural village. Time may have aged me, but it soon turns out that my past traumas still affect me. Although I enjoy the peace, nature and freedom, I still find it hard to connect. The feeling of not belonging returns. I fear that history will repeat itself for my children.

"In Between Worlds" is a compelling narrative exploring the theme of not belonging, a sentiment that resonates universally. This project delves into my childhood and the neighborhood I grew up in, juxtaposing these memories with the experience of moving to the countryside with my family.

March 16th 2024 - To enhance the jury comments (Dutch) for the series "Stadtelander (In Between Worlds)" during the BMK (Bonds Meester Klasse) ballot of the Dutch Photo Federation, it's crucial to focus on several key aspects that align with the values and expectations of the federation.